Why I CANNOT be a Stay at Home Mommy for Extended Periods of Time

WHERE THE FUCK IS MY FUCKING BREAK???!?!?!?!

I wanted to go to the gym and get back into lifting today but being that it is the end of November, we just got back from a mini vacation to Atlanta and my house was never fully cleaned after the three months where I was sucked into the Campaign Ass Kicking universe (a good once over on a house can only work for so long, then you start to find spots that are just fucking disgusting...sure no one would really see or notice them but I would know that they were there and that just grosses me out!) I have to get into my current job- taking care of my family and the home we live in.

I shit you not, this is the first free moment I have had today, and this entry is going to take me a bit to do because of the constant stopping- tending to Loki or moving laundry or checking dinner (in the crock pot!) or some other thing that I have to do.

Now don't get me wrong, my house needs the attention and sometimes I actually like slipping into the June Cleaver role....but after a while it gets exhausting! It takes SO MUCH WORK. When your kid is in daycare- they are making a mess somewhere else during the day, but when they stay home- they are making a mess in your house...so I'm ALWAYS cleaning. And while I like the occasional cleaning day- I don't make a habit of it! Even when the kid naps- there is still something to do- like cleaning up the mess he just made so you can try to get ahead of everything before he wakes up.

So here I am.....waiting for the next phase of life to start. I have a second interview today for a job that I think I would enjoy and pretty good at, and I've started studying for the LSAT"s (which I plan to take in February). I'm not saying that I'm planning to go to law school, and even if I did, it wouldn't have to be right away (the test scores are good for years), but since getting into politics, I've had so many people ask me "Are you going to go to law school?" I wanted to when I was in high school....don't know if I still want to. But what I have learned with my life is to keep your options open and always be ready to change/ I had 4 majors in college (fire science, psych, pre-med, english) and my biggest goal is to be a writer and write something amazing and my intended career right after graduating college was Public Relations. BLAM! Here I am now! Wouldn't it be super crazy if after having another kid, I seriously decide to be a Stay at Home Mom and LOVE IT? Crazier things have happened,I suppose.